PZ- i have no idea about booking into a hosp.. Im sure since my home birth unit based at the local hosp I am booked in.

Now im worried about the after birth pains.. i remember how bad they were every time i feed DD3 last time.. do you think 5 years diff will make then nicer?


and Im already beginning to freak out about birth again and no one making it in time.. last labour of 35min.. either no one will make it or we will have lots of fake starts with me freaking out at every pain. i trust my body knows what to do but I would really much prefer a midwife with me.