I am starting to feel a little excited about the birth though and totally looking forward to the babymoon high! Already hanging on to how it's gonna feel when bub is born. That was so unexpected last time - it's almost like I'm hanging out for another 'hit'! If it wasn't for raising all of the kids, I could do this again and again.
I felt that way after my first and I had a ton of problems during the babymoon but it was still ecstatic. I think my health was in such decline that I didn't really feel it with the second baby. That time I found the breastfeeding troubles and all that just SO hard. I kind of still want another but I'm scared of going through all that again. Maybe I would feel a babymoon high again?? I could cope with another baby if I could be sure of an easier time post-natally.

It's so lovely to hear you looking forward to that!