My dad the other day "you are looking very - forward" wtf does that mean?

Went out this morning with kids for early pub lunch for another little person's bday. It was nice, and my head is clearer.

Don't get much kid free time for tv series, some mags might come in handy. I have friends wanting to catch up, but i don't know if i am in right headspace. I have finished off a few sewing projects which has been nice, but DS tends to get into mischief if he knows i am in there, so it tends to be not very relaxing. I used to set my machine up in the lounge, but have cleaned up in prep for the birth might be time to bring it out for a little bit.