I've quite come to terms with looking after myself despite my inclinations to be doing far more vigorous activity since this pelvic instability really kicked in! I almost let it become depression when I couldn't surf anymore and I had to stop going into the paddocks. I figure my time will come again and while the kids have school and kinder I'll just sit tight until DP has to resume his full load at work and I have to go back to kinder runs I did too much too soon with the other two and I'm soaking this one right up. No-one's cooked a meal in this house since last Sunday and I'm taking up offers of help much more readily this time than either of the other two times. It's clear I won't be on my horse in 5 weeks' time and if I rush things with the household stuff then that lead time will become longer. I'm definitely opting for 'sitting around' with this one, and definitely at peace with it for the bigger picture Plus, she's definitely my last planned baby and I'm gonna savour her.