Bella- I can't even get motivated to prepare for an - everything-goes-right-birth. i am cool about the pregnancy thing, cool about the baby at the end, but am happy to just ignore the whole bit in the middle- except my decision that i'm not leaving home. In one way, i think i did all these things to prepare last time and got screwed over anyway so why bother. And i don't even feel like bringing it up with my midwife.
Next appt is at my place, and DH will be ther, so maybe i will be more comfy then. I think we are going over my hospital notes of my last birth so maybe that will help.
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