Hi guys!

well, after a rather tumultuous week last week after entering into the Mercy birth centre for an information session that was soon followed by a MASSIVE panic attack (birth trauma last time), it has been advised (and i wholly support!) that i try for a homebirth for this baby...

I am very content with this decision and big weight has been lifted off my shoulders, but i guess what i am after is some support, maybe people that have done this and can offer me the hope that this is an opportunity to bring healing ITMS.
And also, maybe some insight into just HOW different the experience can be to a hospital/birth centre experience (i have strong association fears so am trying to make it as different as possible to last time).

I understand that this is rambled, but it all seems like ALOT to organise...as compared to last time where i just rang and OB and was taken for a ride lol.

TIA guys xx