Your heart know what you want and your body knows what 2 do!
That is so right Tegam!

Fourthontheway,
The first time I watched the calm homebirth I could not believe my eyes, I couldn't believe how ignorant I was and how I've been blinded by scary stories & scenes for screaming women giving birth! Now I know the truth and I feel really good about it

Thank you both for the kind words. I feel in peace now and actually looking forward for the big day!