I get that feeling Mummasue & it truly is amazing. I remember feeling that way with all of my babies. My first the breastfeeding road was so incredibly incredibly hard. I breastfed her for 3 ish years. She didn't have solids until she was 1. I used to look at her & think: "man she has grown from microscopic to enormous (she was the michelin baby) all from nourishment from my body! I was blown away by that.