thanks Meredith... that was kinda what i thought... the six hourly thing is interesting. Its highly unlikely Eden would go 6 hours between feeds, esp overnight. I dont think i could refuse her booby, or know i am replacing it and deterring her by offering something else if you know what i mean... it would break my heart too much. I will wait a few more months before i make any big descisions.. Its just too important to me and today she is getting her 12 month needles so i dont think its fair if i do it now.
In happier news, im pretty sure i O'd this cycle, still gonna chat to the GP today tho.. have to get my estrogen checked again, both doctors are worried i may get GF again, as i've had it 3 times in my life and my body seems to love to slip into GF mode whenever the going gets tough, LOL.
I've also started charting my temps, so if nothing else i feel like i am trying as hard as we can and i am getting to know my body through other ways...
You're right, it is such a heart breaking thing, i find esp now as Eden is a bit over 13 months and says .."boo, boo" and smiles when its time for booby and snuggles in so warm and close and KNOWS that it comforts her, and KNOWS that its special mummy time...Plus having worked so hard at something, it seems crazy to get rid of it... I know people say its not, its just reducing it, but still...
Ok i'm waffling now... I hope you are up the duff lol soon too Meredith, thanks so much for your reply.