Heylo,

How are we all this lovely evening... I'm in pain tonight jsut finished work, and ready to crawl into my very comfy bed! i can't beleive how tired i am, even if i just waking up i feel exhasuted...

Anyways, i'll introduce myself i am 7-8weeks, 19yo's be 20 when baby born! I am still good friends with my baby's father, but weather or not we will get back together i don't know. He left me before we found out, and although he has been very supportive, attending docz appointments with me, and assuring me that i won't be doing this alone, i can't see him getting over his commitment problems, and i do not want to get back with him untill he fully knows what he wants, i do not want my baby in a off and on again relationship!

This may sound silly, but it is the way i feel... my xpartner already has 2 kids to another women, and although she assures me that she dosn't want him back, i think all this pregnancy talk has brought up some feelings for both of them, becuase they have been spending alot of time together, and not that i worried, well i am a little. I also know i don't need a guy in my bed to make me a good mum, this baby is going to get all teh loving and caring that she/he needs!

Telling the family was pretty hard, telling my mum was a drag, she was so 'disappointed' wanted me to finish uni and all that first, but although contraceptives were used, these things happen for a reason! my baby is a blessing in desguise already! most of my other fmaily members don't know, i will tell them when i am ready, i not relaly ready for anymore lectures at this point... Or the worst part is the questions, i'm still getting use to the idea and don't have all the answers why don't they understand that...

But apart from all that i am super excited! Due in March! Couldn't be more thrilled, have baby names already picked out Kiara-Anne for a girl, and Rylie-James for a boy...

How's everyone elses pregnancy life doing???
Take care cheers