hey im great thanks
Argh me and Beau had a stupid fight tonight and im at my mums with LJ
yeah we still have her but her dads coming around more
other than that Beaus alright working like crazy though.
how are you?
hows your family?
glad to hear everything is going well. except for your fight but that happens in every relationship.
we are good. just passing the time until the next baby comes. i feel like im always waiting for time to pass. i wish i could just enjoy the moment.
well i better go cook dinner.
take care x
booked my anomoly scan for in 2 weeks so very excited...it said in my last scan theres a possibility of a 2 vessel umbilical cord so hope fully it all looks ok coz ive heard that can increase the chance of them being early or having low birth weight and concidering ive already had 2 premmies i dont want another....
dh decided he sick of the way i treat him,heaven forbid he actually took an honest look at the way he treats me but anyways he said he doesnt want to work on it and he doesnt know what he wants...its a big shock as usually im the one saying it to him coz he always stuffs up...but anyways im not really fussed althought the thought of him leaving upses me greatly i feel like i deserve better anyway,its hard to explain,and im very emotional when not utd...
only 2 weeks til i find out the sex of bubby so im very excited i have zavier for a boy ....and my dad gf is gonna come with me
heavenly, im so sorry to hear whats happening in your relationship. i hope you guys sort it out soon. especially with number 4 on the way. are you still living together?
how exciting that you have booked in for your scan. i need to book into my doctor to get a referal next week.
does any one know..... you know how you can get a cesarean booked before your due date. are you able to book for an induction before your due date? i dont want a c-section but just wondering if i can have a planned induction. lol.
thanx m2m i dont think u can book in for an induction they usually only do it for medical reasons or if your over by abit....
this all happened bout a week ago and hes still living here,hes sleeping on the couch though...ive tried convincing him to change his mind but hes like a 22 yr old going through a mid life crisis and nothing i do will change his mind.....
i think also him being here helps me with the money atm coz i need to get back with a few bills... but i think im mostly worried about being alone and the money...and im one of those jealous ex's that wont let him have his gf anywhere near my kids so ive already told him he can see them whenever he wants when he leaves but he will have to come to my house to see them.....lol..im also scared i will always be alone and get end up a ct lady or something lol coz i figure no other guy is gonna want a chick with 4 kids and the body to match
aww. sounds like you are being very brave. remember we are all here for you if you need to chat or vent. my partner and i went through the same kind of thing this time last year. i found it very hard to cope with. i begged and begged and begged and showed him i wasnt what he thought i was and in the end he realised he would be making a mistake to throw it all away. we had just had a miscarriage so we were under a bit of stress aswell.
now everything is back to normal or even better so i hope you guys have the same result.
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