aww. sounds like you are being very brave. remember we are all here for you if you need to chat or vent. my partner and i went through the same kind of thing this time last year. i found it very hard to cope with. i begged and begged and begged and showed him i wasnt what he thought i was and in the end he realised he would be making a mistake to throw it all away. we had just had a miscarriage so we were under a bit of stress aswell.
now everything is back to normal or even better so i hope you guys have the same result.