Hi nicoleh, i know its hard to stay positive when all we know is so much dissapointment but you have to believe it will happen and that things will get better! I am currently waiting on lots of blood results for DH and myself and also my DH's DNA frag test, i am ready for more bad news because it's all i know lately but i always have hope that they will come back fine and next STIM cycle will be the one. Somedays i just get so frustarted with life and its unfair trials its putting DH and i through but then i have days where i see the bright side to my life and think in some way we are lucky for our journey, because when we are 80 and look back on our journey we will realise all our hard times were all for a reason and that our children and grandchildren (future talk) wouldn't be there if we hadn't gone through what are going through today. My journey has made my relationship stronger and i am much more comfortable in the person i am, i have so much more confidence and strength then i did 2 yrs ago. Im sorry if this dosn't help but it hurts me so much to hear other ppl's pain because i know how hard it is because i feel the same pain everyday. I wish you so much luck for your cycle and i hope and pray this is the one xxx