Im glad we have helped if you need to cry then cry, i cry all the time lol it seems to make me feel better sometimes. Like i said in my other message everyone at my work knows but i decided to keep this cycle on the low because sometimes the questions all the time become a bit tyring but it has been helpful too having friends to vent too when im down. And dont ever feel alone because your certainly not alone and belly belly is such a great place to share your feelings or ask questions. All the best xx