That thought did occur to me Melindaann, maybe im just thinking back to when i was on the pill last, and because it was such a horrible time (i had been on the pill for years and what i refered to in my OP was prob only the last year-6mths of it) but yea, im thinking what it was like last time and its then becoming part of it now.
and we are going through a few things atm, the IVF, buying our first house.
I feel better today than i did yesterday, but its something we are going to be very aware of.
Thanks for the responces, BW that sounds horrible, thankfully i havent had that!