Hi all!!

I'm just curious about some things. I'm currently doing my first down regulation cycle before we start stimulating.
Because of it, i'm currently back on the pill (as everyone else says crazy! ) now its the same pill I use to take years ago when I was using it for contraception.
so, i'm only 3 days into it so whether its actually too soon to actually been making a difference...but well here is the point of this actual post!

the last few days I have felt like...well crap. I feel like i'm sick (rundown, sore throat etc) which i dont think is related cause i do feel it is something that has been building up for a while (ive been working alot lately and had that 'presick' feeling for a few weeks...like you know your coming down with something but not quite there) but i've also been feeling down as in emotionally down, unloved, mopey, woe is me etc..
and this is crazy, because, well I have a history of depression, really bad at one point where i was suicidal, and as part of my getting better, involved me quiting my job, packing up, breaking up with my xp, and moving cities and starting again. after doing all this i then went on antidepressents (because the lifestyle changes didnt work 100% - i was no longer suicidal, but i was still depressed), now at about the same time I also stopped taking the contraception pill.

I guess what im getting at, is now im back on the same pill, i'm starting to feel simular feelings as i did before (no where to the extreme though) but i never thought it would be related, but now i dont know.

how did everyone else feel when doing the down reg cycle? did you notice anything different? better? worse? etc.. etc..
TIA!!!