IF is a hard road to walk, especially alone. I'm sorry to hear you found yourself in such a terrible place, but glad that you found the help you need to recover. I know for sure I was on that road before we got our long-awaited BFP and reading your story is a frightening glimpse of what might have been...

I hope your health continues to improve and you find your happiness and freedom from the burden of IF. Thank you for sharing your story.

If/when you decide to resume TTC, you're be welcome to join us on the LT TTC thread (even if you're not doing any treatments). Best of luck to you!