I completely understand what you are saying. I also feel like I am surrounded by pregnant people and babies and I hate that I have become so jealous of others. Be kind to yourself. It's hard. Particulalry when it come so easily to others. It's sad that the journey is a little more complicated for some of us.

I have PCOS, severe endo and one blocked fallopian tube. DH's swimmers arent great either. FShas said we will need ICSI.

So like you guys, I too am starting IVF in January. It's nice to know that there are girls embarking on this jurney fo the first time like me in the new year. Will be good to share our experiences (pariculalry as newbies to all this).

Jane