Wow goodluck then katones its exciting once it all gets started again. I am sorry you lost your baby, its hard isn't it. It was lucky the nurse didnt talk you out of it. You were so lucky to get your baby out of your first attempt, its nice to hear stories of it working out first go for some people. I am still in a blur as to why my DH and i are still trying to concieve number 1 after 4 attempts! i just never thought it would take this long. I have a good feeling about this next STIM but iv been hurt to many times and i dont want to be let down again so im trying to keep focused on other things. My sister is having a cesarian on the 19th nov which is her first and im having the day off to be there and im so excited. And christmas is always a good focus i am hoping for a christmas suprise, it would be the best gift ever. Anyway take care xx