Hi Juniper76,
So true. You express it really well. I guess I have a history of being ... um ... yeah .. a tiny bit into "control". But now, I think I am learning that there will be so many things beyond my control (in life), and I just won't know in advance how I'll feel at that time.
Sometimes you cling to things like dates and calendars and counting, to feel that illusion of control. I mean, that's what I do.
Hey, I am so glad that you're trying again, and that you took care of yourself by having a break. It takes guts to do that too. I'm going to check out your blog. Looks like you have a fair bit of wisdom.
In Ghana, they say "No hurry in life". Which I used to find infuriating. Now it's quite comforting (sort of!).