I have to say.....I have regrets yet know for the sake of my children that another baby would be stretching it for us.

I miss having a newborn..that softness...that little person who you are their world to 24/7....i think to in my case its due to the trama of Mateauz birth and his first 3 motnhs of life as I feel I missed them.

I am now focussing on watching my babies grown now and enjoying the love we share and journey's we are creating in our life together