well Maz that is great news that things are where they should be, hope you do get twins lol

I was hoping when I went for no.3 that I would get twins, cos knew arron couldn't say no to 4 then pmsl but NO! nd then we both thought maybe when we went for 4 would end up with 5 but not to be. I would have loved twins. I am secretly hoping the vasectomy didn't work. I am not on the pill anymore, and if it happens would great. But he had the snip in Oct I have been off the pill now for 2 cycles, not likely that it will happen lol If it does was definitely meant to be.

Tiggy re the grieving, that is exactly what it is too, I guess it shows you too that you are getting older and past an amazing stage of life, and that is sad, happy too, but sad.