I was done after 3. And then we had number 4. And I was done. Done as done could be.

Now I'm pregnant with number 5, and I'm terrified!!! I never wanted another one because I struggle with the ones I have! I did have 4 in 4 years though, and its just starting to get easier, and see the light at the end of the tunnel. I was really looking forward to next year, when I would have one in grade 2, one in prep, one in kindy, and just my nearly 3 year old at home.

Now I'll have a baby as well - and I didn't plan this, and its been very hard to deal with.

4 was my limit. I don't regret her at all because she is freakin' amazing and I love her to death, but I'm scared what will happen after this one is born.