I'm not really feeling 'crampy', but kind of just a 'feeling'... do you know what I mean?

One more shot of pregnyl tonight, and then BT on Thursday.

I'm a bit scared. Last time (failed) I had mega sore BB, and was even feeling queasy. I was on crinone at the time. This time - nothing really. Very slight sore BB, but not feeling queasy at all.

I started freaking out at work today because I researched pregnyl & a few pages said it was meant to be intramuscular injection, and I've been doing mine into my (chubby) stomach. I really wanna get excited & start reading all my pg books again, but after the heart break of last time, I just don't have the strength to read about happy, healthy pregnancies, or read about active birth, when it all seems so far away.

I almost feel like if I hope too hard, I'll pop the little frostie like an angry pimple. And that makes me sad.

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