I'm not really feeling 'crampy', but kind of just a 'feeling'... do you know what I mean?
One more shot of pregnyl tonight, and then BT on Thursday.
I'm a bit scared. Last time (failed) I had mega sore BB, and was even feeling queasy. I was on crinone at the time. This time - nothing really. Very slight sore BB, but not feeling queasy at all.
I started freaking out at work today because I researched pregnyl & a few pages said it was meant to be intramuscular injection, and I've been doing mine into my (chubby) stomach. I really wanna get excited & start reading all my pg books again, but after the heart break of last time, I just don't have the strength to read about happy, healthy pregnancies, or read about active birth, when it all seems so far away.
I almost feel like if I hope too hard, I'll pop the little frostie like an angry pimple. And that makes me sad.
Feeling positive. Still hanging out for the BT on thursday. I think I'll cheat again & do HPT that morning. That way I won't be a mess if I get 'the' phone call again.
But I'm feeling really happy. BB aren't sore unless I push them. Dunno if that means anything. I'm changing jobs on Friday next week & I'm already missing stacks of the guys I work with (I currently work at an underground mine). But I'm so happy about the new job opportunity (open pits), that I'm not too sad about leaving all my mates.
AF due today
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Still hanging out for the BT on thursday. I think I'll cheat again & do HPT that morning. That way I won't be a mess if I get 'the' phone call again.
Congrats!!!
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