cheers Sara and Redlady. Well been awake since 4am, but still managed to miss the QML's first courier by 5 minutes by the time I went for blood test. Felt like woman was telling me off...probably paranoia. Had to sit opposite a pregnant lady...keep reminding myself that I don't know their story....might be similar to mine, you never know.
Anyway, the second courier probably means no result till early afternoon Mon.

This is the 3rd day I've felt nauseas. The first 2 were quite brief, but today's was for about 20 minutes, and I'd had breakfast an hour or so prior. Hate this constant self appraisal.

Mum's birthday today so have to put happy face on for dinner tonight, and they've decided to stay the night....they don't know about the IVF cycle. Of course Mother's day tomorrow and I'm back at work too.

I remember a year ago, going for lunch with mum for her b'day and coming home with terrible cramping cos I'd got AF. Little did I know 1 year later, what'd be happening..................