Im so sorry Lauz, that really sucks. My little embryo survived thaw, was so worried wouldnt but i got my period early, time before that i m/c. I know its not the same, but i feel the whole first ivf cycle was a failure, a mess. Each time with failure i havent wanted to go back to work, have been really depressed and its just consumed me totally. Its just so unfair.
I also have endo- removed with lap last year but have lots of adhesions. DH also has poor sperm count/quality though, and they dont think the endo should be prob....i sometimes have my doubts...
Cant tell you when it will ever end and cant imagine how it would feel not to have any embryos to survive to thaw... Some of the girls on the LTTCAC thread have been through cycles and not ended with anything to transfer, maybe would be good for you to post to there too, they might have more answers. The whole ivf cycle is draining, maybe you need a cycle or so off, chat to your FS and ask for answers. Write a list of questions you have and get some answers. Id maybe give it another go if you are happy with your clinic, as long as they give you the answers you need.
Im sorry i cant be any more help. Most importantly, take some time off if you can and be with your partner, try de stress as much as possible. Best of luck. Hey and the long term trying to conceive and assisted conception thread might be good place to post too!
mel