It sucks and it's not fair and it just plain sucks (yes, it sucks so much that's it's worth repeating).

I don't see you walking away from this journey empty-handed; I still see you getting the happy ending you have worked so hard for, however improbable it feels right now.

I think this job will be a welcome change for you, something to get you out of that rut and renew your energy!

And if Murphy's Law has any say in the matter, you'll be pg within a few months of starting so that you don't quite make it to 12 months to be eligible for maternity leave...