Its been and 3 a half years.... I am half way.... And it's scares me.

[myturn]

Thankyou so much ladies. I didn't get the job, but did get an interview and really enjoyed the process of going for it.

I am feeling better, still freaking out in a way, but I guess I just have to suck it up and keep trying.

DH was saying the other day that it seems the people who keep going seem to be the ones that eventually get there... Not everyone can keep going, so its not always possible... But I guess for now we are still able to. So hopefully they increases my chances.

And yes juniper... It sucks... and that is definitely worth repeating. It sucks. Thankyou for giving me extra hope that you see me with a baby. I hope so. I really do.

[juniper76]

Sorry to hear you didn't get the job. The application process does seem to have given you a new vibrance though? Will you be applying elsewhere or was that a unique position?

[myturn]

That position is pretty rare. Ill continue to look, but probably won't really actively apply for things at the moment, I will reconsider later in the year and if I am still unhappy with my boss I will probably look for a change next year.

[*beannaithe*]

Myturn, just wanted to send you a few giant big

FWIW, it took us seven years. I don't know if that is of any comfort to you but it CAN happen after years of trying, hoping one of those lil frosties is destined to be your take home bubba. Hang in there hun xxx

[myturn]

Thanks gorgeous. I really appreciate it.