Thankyou so much ladies. I didn't get the job, but did get an interview and really enjoyed the process of going for it.

I am feeling better, still freaking out in a way, but I guess I just have to suck it up and keep trying.

DH was saying the other day that it seems the people who keep going seem to be the ones that eventually get there... Not everyone can keep going, so its not always possible... But I guess for now we are still able to. So hopefully they increases my chances.

And yes juniper... It sucks... and that is definitely worth repeating. It sucks. Thankyou for giving me extra hope that you see me with a baby. I hope so. I really do.