i am sorry for your loss karen.
wow you are an well experienced IVF/AC gal. i hope that 15 is your lucky number. there is a 2WW thread on the LTTCAC threads if you wanted to join in for some support. i am sure the gals would love your experience and a diversion to talk about pessaries and DTD
i have just managed to salvage my stim and have an EPU on monday.