Hi Joe, beta on Tuesday. I'm not feeling too confident :-( I am going to POAS with a digital on Tuesday morning so I can prepare myself. Thank you for your thoughts for my friend, she is being quite strong considering. We ordered her a 'star' from international star registry & named it after her little boy so she'll always know he's up there watching over them.

I had a phone consult with the reproductive immunologist on Friday. I'm doing a whole heap of testing if this cycle fails. However I will only just fit it in before our next cycle starts as i have to wean off the prednisone & will have to wait for results. I will start the cgh cycle on 7 jan & egg pick up is booked for 20 Jan. Just in time before I go back to work (primary teacher). Still praying for a Christmas miracle but if these cramps & pre AF feelings are anything to judge by ill be cycling in new year. I cannot wait for 2013 to be over, has been a tough one!