Not too long now for your transfer snazzy! Hope you are travelling well xx

So good to hear from you elarwood with such good news too! Hope your 12 week scan goes well. You have a little fighter in there

Yes I have seen my FS. Of course can't give any promises but he did say that he was very happy that we got 3 blasties to test last time so all is not lost. He brought up donor eggs (doesn't take away the pgd issue would just give us more eggs to play with) & donor sperm (DP has always said didn't want kids that weren't biologically his). FS said there were a few more things that we could try (different kind of fsh (initially gives a big boost to get things kicking along - can't remember the name - in the hope this will increase egg numbers) & using melatonin) but ultimately the decision to try again was completely up to us. Had to check how long we would have to wait for a pgd date as I was not willing to wait over 6 months just to try again. They said their latest pgd date was end of May & when we checked again they said mid June. Of course DP is away for work for most of June so it was looking to be more like July. Needless to say as long as my FS has hope, I am willing to give it 1 more go & then it will be completely over & out on this rollercoaster baby making ride. So in getting dates organised we managed to get epu booked for June 2 which is only days before DP is due to go away for 3-4 weeks. This would also mean if all my stars align favourably for me, transfer would be on my DD's 6th birthday! She so wants to be a big sister so this would be the ultimate birthday present for her. So first bloods tomorrow to check that I O'd this month & the joys of synarel start. So a busy 6 weeks or so ahead. Trying not to let it all get too much for me & to let my mind think too far down the line. Keeping things in perspective, what will be will be.

In other news I ran my first 10K race this past week & finally ran a sub 30 minute 5K run as well. Running has kept me sane these last couple of months

Hi to everyone, hope you are all doing well xxx