Arrrrgh, that's right up there with 'maybe you are trying to hard/stressing too much' or 'go on a holiday' nope nope, just nope. I got them all. Your heart is already stretched to its breaking point, then you feel like you are all alone because no one you know gets it.

On a more positive note, thanks for the lovely wishes J bear and best wishes for the year ahead to you all. Back at work this week and really feeling like I need another holiday. With everything else that was going on at the end of the year I think the stim cycle left me very tired.

So we got our results in just a couple of days in the end and I was shocked to find out we have 5 that got the tick of approval. Having only got one on the previous cycle I'm a bit stunned, I was thinking I was optimistic hoping for 2!

Couldn't arrange a January transfer in the end as the lab was shutting down and to go somewhere else they would have to transport all of them and I didn't want to take the risk. So waiting for day 1 to come around and then tracking the cycle. So much waiting. We were rushing back because I was worried that my eggs were even worse after nearly 2 years since the last cycle, and I felt a bit like I'd have rather had a bit more of a break before trying again, now I'm all impatient to get cracking.

Good luck for the next transfer J Bear!