Girls,

Thank you very much for your support, I went home balling my eyes out in the car. The nurse said that my FS said if I really wanted to start I could, we'll just check at the first ultrasound and the cycle might get cancelled depending what happened.

I've talked it through with DP and we've decided to start. We both feel we can't dare to wait, in the last few months my FSH got worse each month, there is no guarantee it's going to be any better next month, so we just see what happens.

We can't try naturally as we need to do PGD to avoid the bad gene so IVF is our only option. I've asked my FS to call it and will talk it through with her as well.

Julie: I am thinking of you and hoping that your 4pm phone call gives you good news.

Sara