Sara - I'm so sorry. I know you are taking lots of different things (vitamins, wheat grass, etc.) are you also doing acupuncture.

Also, here's a tale about one of my friends back in NY - she too had FSH of around 20. They monitored it each month - it fluctuated. If it was below 12, they'd do a cycle. She is now a mother of a 1 year old.

It's rough at this age to have to sit a cycle out - believe me, I know - but keep taking care of yourself, doing research on alternative treatments, and getting the FSH measured monthly. In the meantime, give it a spin au natural this month - you never know (I am assuming your FS won't do a cycle with that reading - or will they)