Sara - that's a lot of tampons! sounds like a sure sign that your body has been through a lot. I would imagine that this indicates your hormones are all amuck - no wonder you are feeling like you do. And of course, the disappointment. There are so many threads and posts about feeling this way after a non-successful cycle - you are not alone and what you are feeling is normal. Hope you are able to get out tomorrow and do some kind of walk just to clear your head ... if not, maybe there's something else you can do that will allow you to escape for a few hours.