Hi all,

Just want to start by saying a massive big thankyou to everyone of your for your kind words of comfort. Since the idea was put on the table last thursday till even last night laying in bed, has definately been a rough few days.

Have come home early from work today, not because of being upset but because Im ovulating at the moment after having the trigger Sat night @ 6.30pm and boy am I so uncomfortable and in a bit of pain. Thought it best to come home and rest up on the couch this arvo and tackle tomorrow, tomorrow. Pains not too bad just so uncomfortable especially when you move in certain directions!!!

Moving forward Plan of Action!!! Took my trigger on Sat evening and so now need to wait for AF to arrive!!! In the mean time the PGD Nurse at the clinic told me that she will get together another pack for myself which will have a new script for Lucrin, new script for OCP and my new cycle diary. In the mean time though, she did remind myself that when AF does arrive, be sure to give them a call so we can put the dates into the cycle diary. Then we need to go through the whole cycle again. This time however FS has told me that we will without a doubt be starting on a higher level of FSH this time.

Ferrals4 - As heartbreaking as it was to make the decision Its hard to turn the emotions off and oh so dissapointing for this to happen first go. FX that the FS learnt from this failed first cycle. I know exactly what you mean with regards to the numbers game and that very reason is why I made the decision that I made. Not knowing too much technically, I didnt think and it was easy I think to see that with the follicles we had this first cycle the odds were well and truly stacked against us. In a weird way I suppose, looking back its a little less hearache than what might of been had we continued.

I suppose also looking at it Im greatful that DH and I have the financial capability at this point in time to do another cycle straight away.

Im determined to be extremely positive this second time. No more looking back only looking forward, no more glass is half empty attitidue, glass is half full!!! Even called an Accupuncturist this morning whose details I got from an old thread on here and have my first appointment with him on Wednesday.

Best get back to resting.

Thanks for listening/reading my rants ladies. Its very much appreciated.