Onja I'm so sorry this has happened to you. The thought of you wandering the city is heartbreaking. I knew some embies didn't thaw well but I've never been told they can not survive the freezing process. I feel so bad for you I don't know what to say.

The one thing I have come to realise from my biopsy results is how easily I could have had a baby with a disease if it wernt for the pgd. Until yesterday there was still apart of me that thought it wouldn't happen to me. But if we'd put in the number 1 embie untested like I wanted, it would have been the effected one. I almost feel blessed that my hubby has challanged sperm and that this technogy is available to us.