Hi ladies just wanted to let you know i wont be posting in this thread anymore i am in the TTC thread after m/c or loss but i will say i feel good with my decision my boys have there mum back and i am positive for the future with my incredable man who i adore as i have said to others if i had no children i would have tried again but 8 months is a long time to put your life on hold when you have beautiful boys right under your nose anyway i am looking forward to my AF to start ttc again and DH are happy with our choice and giving im 35 we still have a little time to get pregnant you ladies have been fantastic and i am happy for you all keep your fingers crossed that my next bub is a healthy one.