Well, thanks for making me cry M!!! lol... I was fine til I read your post

It's okay. Faith and prayers and miracles is about all I have left right now so I appreciate any you can offer up for me.

Many many thanks for your lovely words. I will be okay. I will watch an episode of One Born Every Minute and have a huge sob and get it all out at once.

Thing is, I already knew it hadn't worked. I just tested to put the last nail in the coffin. Don't know why...I am masochistic I guess. Still, I would much, much rather find out from a test at home than a phone call from a stranger. I have absolutely no control over this situation, but that's one thing I can control...

Like I said, all I can do is keep going....