N2L - awwwwww big hugs to you, sweetie. I am sorry . I hope you have had your giant big cry and a nice little scoff of chocolate to make yourself feel a little bit better. You always do amaze me with your strength to pick yourself up and do back to back cycles - I honestly don't know if I could've done that. Good things have to come to those who wait and I think you have waited far too long already. What is your plan now?

Saff - I pretty much had cramps most days from transfer so I am quietly hoping that yours are onto something. When is your BT?

Maruschke - thanks so much hon. Yeah, I was quite surprised with my numbers so maybe we may be in luck and two cooking. How is your cycle going - you must be about at the business end of stims? Good luck to you chick.

Thanks for all your kind words, lovelies! It has been sooooo nice to be able to give immediate family good news for a change When the clinic rang today, they were so excited, all the nurses there wanted to talk to me and they were going to ring the one on a day off to tell her which was nice but I have to go and see them tomorrow to get another bt form so am guessing will be getting a few hugs as well. I have often wondered how much their jobs must suck having to give people bad news too often but I guess days like this make it all worth it.

If you girls don't mind, can I hang around until I've had my next bt? You can't get rid of me easily though cos I will definitely be stalky stalking