I know so quiet in here

Just to update all we got a BFP on the 7/12 after a case of OHSS from our last EPU on 26/11 where we got 15 blasties. i am 5weeks 6 days today

Ive had a few days of spotting but my HCG have been coming back on track, then yesterday the bleeding started a lot heaver. Ive got another HCG bt today with my GP and will get the results later tis afternoon.

the thing is ive had no symptoms at all with this pg but HCG have been the best ever and P4 has been through the roof!last HCG at 25 dpo was 4960 and P4 was 1040 then cramping started that day followed by the bleeding and we are megga stressed in the household at the moment. we had a holiday booked for the new year but FS wont let me travel so DH is going alone as it is for a wedding OS, so i feel totally lost and alone.

We have our scan booked in for 4/1 if i make it to then without more bleeding and cramping. i seem to only get as far as 6 weeks and my world starts to crumble.

This was our last cycle trying and we are hoping to use our embies with a surro which we are going to start investigating in the new year, we have had an offer from two women one i am yet to meet so it is exciting, scary, but exciting. i dont want my heart broken any more or it will stop.

With christmas around the corner the clinics are winding up and my FS is away (typical) but i want to wish everyone a safe and happy holiday and best wishes for 2010

xx