Hi Girls,

Just an update, scan today showed one follie at 14, one at 16 and one lagging behind at 9mm, Estrogen at 3400. It looks like the very best we could hope for are 2 eggs, maybe less - my doctor had suggested it we'dly see one or two follies to cancel beofre we even started, she suggested now to give it two more days and see what another scan and test shows on Monday, that afternoon we will then probably either trigger or cancel.

I am very calm and even kind of relieved about it. The way I am feeling is very different as in any of my other cycles, I am truly past the despair about the failing of my ovaries that accompanied me before. I am very glad we did this whatever we decide on Monday I know that I have made peace with probably not being able to have a fully biological child, it is just not the problem, I want us to become a family and it looks like we just can't do it on our own.

Otherwise very much enjoing Chirstmas, we roasted an organic chuck yesterday which was very yummy - the meows got their share and were pretty exited about it, James even boiled the bones afterwards to make some "Chicken-water" for the meows. I am teasing him that he rather cooks for his meows then for me

Miss Magpie: Nice to hear from you thanks for your support

Baby Dreamtime: thansk for dropping in, hope you had a nice Christmas too.

A nice Boxing Day to everyone.

Sara