Daisy - it's tuff sometimes (well basically almost always) seeing close friends getting pg. It's like a double edged sword, but I think they are normal feelings. If I don't feel up to seeing my pg friends, I just don't. If they understand that is great, if they don't then it's their loss. Do what you have to, to get by. Try a little mantra, whenever you see or hear of people's pg: "that will be me, that will be me - how wonderful"