Thanks for letting us know Sushee. This just plain s*cks.
Keen, I know there isn't anything I can say atm that will make you feel better. :hugs: . I'm so sad for you - sometimes - too many times - the world is cruel and unfair.
Spend as much time railing at the fates and crying. When you've finished - do it again.
Take as much time as you need getting your head back to a better place. But, please remember, we're here for you and will be looking forward to seeing you pop your head in when you're ready.
Take care of your heart.
Love
Sue