Thanks Sue,
I just dont know how much my heart can keep breaking if it doesn't work But I'm sure we have all felt this way, what makes it harder for me this time is that before I was looking at it "scientifically..now I'm scared it will be totally emotion". And part of me says I have been so blessed to have one...stand aside and let someone else be a mummy. Erghh who ever said it gets easier..maybe watching all these wonderful women getting BFP will inspire me to be brave.
Bec