Hi guys,

Just want to pop in & say hello. I thought it might be time to jump in as we have an appointment with IVF on Aug 1st to discuss #2. I have two beautiful blasocyst stage embryo's ready to go & I will be pushing for a September implant. Truthfully I am feeling a bit sad at the moment.... a girlfriend told me she is pregnant today & while I was overjoyed for her I felt a twinge of sadness that my TTC journey is so contrived & orchestrated. The joy of POAS & waiting to see the double lines will never be mine & I feel exhausted by the emotion involved in heading back into the IVF tumble again.

Anyway.... thanks for listening. I know you understand where I am coming from & no-one else I know really does.I will probably be popping in here a lot more if that is ok so I look forward to getting to know where you are all at & supporting you