thanks ladies, but sadly it was not. I feel I cannot trust what i feel anymore....I was 3 days late (which is so rare for me) and I was dizzy, vague.....blah, blah like I said. I made it within 2 hours of the blood test before IT came.......just a little bit at first so the nurse said, well, you never know.........but I did as we left the clinic I had THOSE cramps......so I knew it was all over this month.

well, I have 4 embryos left which is something - this takes us up to almost december, after which I will take a break for 2 months - hopefully I will not get that far.

It is frustating to think that my first child was concieved so easily, pregnancy so wonderful.......so now why this? Sorry everyone.........have to rave sometimes don't we? We really just want our child to have a sibling, a friend........

i have to believe it WILL happen one day. I do believe it. Good luck to you Lisa and Rols - if we can survive IVF (emotionally, mentally and finanically!)- other challenges in life seem less dramatic and painful.