This is exactly how I felt for a while and perhaps still do a tiny bit but I am happy with our decision to book onto IVF. I have PCOS and dont Ovulate at all on my own. I tried Clomid which worked once perfectly then was delayed and then didnt work... I moved onto FSH injections which worked once perfectly and now I am on a delayed cycle (ideally i would have Od a week ago but it is going slowley this time).... Over the past 11 months I have only Od 3 times on fertility drugs... my cycles are long even on the drugs because of all the fiddling around trying to get the right dose all the time, it is very frustrating and makes TTC even harder as we have only had a couple of chances... this is why we chose to 'skip' the stuffing around and get into IVF. I felt almost like I didnt deserve IVF because I figured I may well be able to get pregnant on FSH but I didnt know how long that would take or how many more 60 day cycles I could handle!My main concern was were we giving up too early, when there doesn't appear to be too much wrong??????
I know IVF is not going to be a walk in the park but it gives far better success rates and that is what I need to ease my mind.. I feel the last 11 months have all been for nothing except anxiety about ovulating because at this stage Im just happy if that happens!
Good Luck, dont be scared of heading down the IVF path, just think about what it can lead to.
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